Tuesday, August 31

Relaxed, folksy, musical celebration of love

Emily here! It will probably always be Emily... perhaps I'll be able to convince Rush to make a few posts now and then :) I have a few archived blog posts in various places online that I want to put here eventually just for posterity's sake.  To start off, my description of our wedding that I made for my Offbeat Bride Tribe account.

We were wed outdoors with a few friends and family in a circle around us.  Rush and I walked into it together as everyone sang for us. We didn't exchange rings (I love my emerald engagement ring and Rush just doesn’t want to wear one), and I held a pinwheel made of vintage hymn sheets. We then moved the party to an indoor venue where a lot more friends were invited to celebrate with us! As guests walked in, they signed their name and a message to a piece of paper to hang on our Wishing Tree. They then pressed their thumb to an inkpad and put it on our Thumb Print Tree that my sister’s husband painted. We set up a photo booth area with homemade props for people to play with and had a local folk band rocking the reception (after Rush and I opened with our rendition of Mario Kart Love Song). Rush doesn't like cake, so we substituted his favorite dessert there: doughnuts! I had chocolate cupcakes with cream cheese icing. The “cakes” sat behind a Japanese Bridge that Rush built with Lego’s holding a doughnut man and a cupcake girl that I made out of clay. I was wearing a purple tatted lace necklace with feathers in my hair and lace purple flats while Rush sported a brown striped tie under a vest with no jacket. We exited to the sound of everyone playing tiny, plastic instruments on which we wrote "R<3E 5.29.10."

Shockingly, I think my favorite part of our wedding was when we said our vows to each other. Why does this shock me? They were so NOT the vows I wanted to say. Long story short, Rush and I had pieced together/written vows but never actually got them to our minister. What ended up happening was so much more beautiful. We had never heard them before and really had to listen to be able to repeat them to each other. We both meant and believed every word we said and later decided that we couldn't have put them any better ourselves. We were so blessed to have a dear friend marry us.

In addition to the challenge of a tiny budget, we chose not to have attendants. While we really wanted our friends to be there, the most important people to us are our parents and siblings and we wanted them by our sides.  This meant, we figured out later, that there were no bridesmaids or groomsmen to help tie tiny ribbons or carry in heavy boxes.  Rush works full-time and I was a full-time student so it was a bit of a struggle to get everything done in 2 months, which was how much time we had after planning two completely different weddings and changing styles at the last minute! So we rallied together and made a list of what we HAD to do and what we'd LIKE to do. Some of the like-to list never happened and that is just fine. I eventually lost my sense of stubborn independence and delegated a little. Friends who knew they were the would-be attendants stepped up when they saw us start to pull our hair out. Everything that needed to happen, happened, and we all had smiles on our faces to boot!

Our wedding ended with me saying, very awkwardly, "Thanks for coming, guys..." After our vows and a prayer, Rush and I decided to have a final hymn sung with us joining and completing the circle around us. When it was over, I'm not sure if everyone expected something else to happen or for us to recess or something, but that was it! Our minister raised his arms in a dismissal and I heard the tiniest bit of chatter but for the most part, everyone continued to stand where they were in this weird silence. We hadn't had a "You may now kiss" moment, so Rush and I kissed. Then everyone applauded. And then we all stood there quietly for a few more seconds. I couldn't stand it anymore so I said my strange parting words, turned quickly to the side and began talking to my mother. Not funny at the time, but hysterical to look back on!!

Rush and I walked into the center of the circle our guests created while they all sang a couple verses of "Down in the River to Pray." Our friend and minister had written his own ceremony but we chose the songs to add to it. Before our vows, we all sang the hymn "Be Thou My Vision." The whole ceremony concluded with us stepping out of the center to join and complete our circle of family and friends. We then all sang "For the Beauty of the Earth." It was very short, with no procession, unity ceremony, ring exchange, or recession.  As for the reception, a lot of people got a kick out of the hilarious Mario Kart Love Song that we sang to each other, complete with our original harmonies.

Everything is a choice. Obviously we'd made the decision to get married and we knew we had a lot more things we had to decide before it was over. The emotional choices took us off-guard, though. There was quite a bit of fighting and a lot of negativity surrounding our wedding, which is not at totally unusual from what I've heard. Rush and I figured out pretty late (but luckily a couple weeks before The Day) that we got to choose how we felt. We could let it get us down and be miserable or we could focus on what matters. I've heard that my whole life and always scoffed, thinking to myself "Sure, like it's so easy." But IT WAS! It was so easy!! Just like that, we said I love you and we washed our hands of all the drama. We still had to deal with it, but concentrating our hearts solely on each other instantly filled the entire process with joy. Happiness is a choice. So why not choose it?

Let the little things go. Seriously. Let them go. Now. Make your wedding about you and your almost-husband and whoever else is significant in your life, and there’s no way you’ll regret a single exciting, love-filled moment! I promise. Take an umbrella if it looks like rain and get a pretty picture along the way.